October 2011
3 posts
Listen
June 2011
2 posts
bye America
technically I’m not leaving you until Wednesday, but since I will be outside of you for a month and also without a computer from now until I return to San Diego in August I figured it would be better to just say goodbye now.
May 2011
6 posts
i love ART i know it sounds stupid to say but i really do it only hurts in a good way not like talking to real humans instead only to their ghosts or shadow
L.A.M.B.
April 2011
3 posts
Today my mom got on a plane for the first time in 25 years to fly to London. I don’t know what living with that kind of debilitating fear feels like and I don’t know what conquering that kind of debilitating fear feels like, but now she does.
(I’m really proud of her)
March 2011
10 posts
idea list
1. performance (a secret one) where i do anything anyone asks me to do for them until someone asks me to stop
2. a poem for matt leblanc because it makes me really sad to think about how everyone will know him as joey for the rest of his life.
3. but really is that really a bad way to live? as joey? maybe not
4. it feels good to be a little spectacle but only a little and not even admitting it
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I’m going to memphis with Oliver tonight to stay in a hotel with a guitar shaped pool and I won’t be back until Monday
“from your regard sometimes the coast of dread emerges”
– pablo neruda
but also like i am okay
one of those months where i feel like i’m going to cry a lot
Listen
January 2011
3 posts
“Snow is bruised lilac in half-lite: such pure solace”
– Cloud Atlas, David Mitchell
I'm in arizona
I spent the afternoon trying to talk to my grandmother about her childhood and fears and dreams and stuff, mostly because I want to know about those things but also a little bit because she became really ill over the summer and is now basically completely bedridden. I’ve been carrying around an uncomfortable mix of shame at not having enquired about her life earlier and fear of running out...
December 2010
2 posts
Listen
November 2010
1 post
October 2010
5 posts
September 2010
5 posts
my mom is in chicago!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
August 2010
2 posts
what is more lovely than the echo of this song in...
how do I live without you, I want to know
how do I breathe without you, if you ever go
how do I ever, ever survive?
how do I
how do I
oh, how do I live?
July 2010
4 posts
I’m in Arizona until Sunday because my cousin, Logan, joined the military and leaves for six months on Monday. We went to a hookah bar with two of his friends directly after landing. The bar was lime green with fluorescent lights and was 70s themed (it was appropriately named “Seventies”). A man named Steel with long brown hair and a Pink Floyd t-shirt stoked our hookah and...
“Taking” a “Break”
June 2010
4 posts
I travelled out to the suburbs of Chicago to my friend David’s house on Saturday in order to watch the USA vs Ghana World Cup game. After the match was over (USA lost), we went for a walk to the local park to smoke pot (no matter what part of the country you’re in all kids in all suburban areas do the same things to waste time). We walked from one side of David’s town to the...
I am in love with this exhibition →
excercise
Monday, June 21st- Ran/Walked for 30 minutes, walked to and from the train
Slept 6 and 1/2 hours
at my internship with reliable internet for the first time in 2 weeks using this time to troll a little and also send my parents pictures of me dressed in business casual attire i’m not dead/i’m going to san diego in 5 days!!!!!!!!!!!!